Happy Friday! It’s time for the MFRW 52 week blog hop for 2018!! YAY!
This week’s prompt: What I would do If I couldn’t be a writer.
Who is the evil person who thought up this prompt??? This is the stuff of nightmares! Are they a horror writer? Was it Stephen King? OR maybe it was a descendent of H.P. Lovecraft.
If I couldn ‘t be a writer, I would probably have pursued teaching as my second career choice. I worked as a civil servant for the department of defense, my degree is in cartography. Back in those days, I was firmly convinced that science was where the money was at, and only pure genius writers could earn a living actually writing.
Well the years start coming and they don’t stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn’t make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what’s wrong with taking the back streets?
You’ll never know if you don’t go
You’ll never shine if you don’t glow
I digress. . . but, All Star seriously sums it up. Getting on the career track, following the ruts, doing the things you think you are supposed to do and then somewhere down the road you run out of gas, and look around and realize this isn’t where you wanted to be.
I was late in the game to allow myself to pursue my dreams of writing. I don’t know, I guess with my upbringing and the push for success, I didn’t allow myself to chase dreams. I was already labeled a daydreamer, and I resented that my mom said it with an air of disdain.
Yes, I have mother issues. I’m dealing with it!
So, after Ellie version 2.0, stay at home mom left me with time to read, time to do crafts, sew, crochet, . . .did I mention read???? I read voraciously. I read to my kids. My eldest daughter’s favorite book was Moo Bah, LALALA. I can recite it from memory. My youngest daughter’s favorite was Goodnight Moon. I can also tell that one from memory.
When we ran out of books to read before it was time to go back to the library, or we had exhausted our home library I began making up stories to tell them and they liked mine better! It gave me the boost I needed to pursue my writing aspirations.
About that time, an opening came up at our local paper to write an opinion column. Trust me, I have an opinion! LOL
When both of my kids were in school, I started substitute teaching at their school. There were certain parts of the substituting that I really enjoyed. So if I couldn’t write, I probably would have pursued teaching science at the junior high level.
I’m sure it would have paid better, and set my husband’s mind at ease. He tries to be supportive, but the unknown factor of writing is whether or not people will buy your book.
Money isn’t everything, but it sure helps out to pay the bills and buy groceries! Hence I keep the dayjob as mortgage loan officer until my books fly off the shelf!
It could happen!!
Never say never! It’s the beginning of a new year, a time to dream and let your hope rise! What would you do if you couldn’t pursue your dreams? Would you vet your creative interests in another direction or shelve them?
So here we are with Ellie version 3.0 – author, editor, mortage loan officer, blogger – doing what I love, trying to manage my time effectively to get the things done!
Go check out what the other authors are saying, you can find that list here: MFRW BLOG HOP
Write on my friends, write on!